Couple

Just want to tell u about my opinion in couple.

For me couple is for people who have known each other for a couple of years n likes each other. Start with being friends end up being a lover. I feel uncomfortable if idk the guy well when i have a relationship. I WILL NEVER BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE IDK WELL!

I do have guy friends but not many of them i feel comfortable. If im comfortable with him, i would treat him like i treat my girl friends. Most of the guy friends that i can talk comfortably cant make my heartbeat went DUGUEN DUGUEN except one person. Eventhough, we've been friends since primary school i feel really shy around him n dont know what to say to him when we chat. Now he already went to another school.

Sometimes, i feel like i want to have a relationship but im afraid n mostly would feel guilty! idk why i feel guilty -____- plus dose ar brcouple2 nie. Truthly, expressing my feelings, being lovey dovey, talking sweet things n liking someone im not good at it. NOT GOOD AT ALL!

One time, my friend make me realize that he is my first love. See? im really blur in this thing! im not really good at it. Even my friend can see first than myself. Im sorry if u are hurt by me bcuz i cant expressed my feelings well.

Bcuz of this i feel hurt. I just let him go until someone take him away. Stupid, right? hahaha...but if i confess to him what would i do next? waiting for his reply? what if he say no? i rather stay quiet n be friends with him. Until now, no guy can make my heartbeat went DUGUEN DUGUEN except Super Junior they almost makes me DUGUEN DUGUEN. Hahahaha!!

But there this one guy dare to knock at my heart. When i look at him, i feel shy all of a sudden n my face turn red (my friend said that! not me!) He is older than me by 2 years. He have a girlfriend already eventhough my friends said they already broke up but im still sure they are still together. I dont want to be the 3rd person!! I would feel guilty to her girlfriend. She's REALLY nice!!

He is just my simple crush, nothing more than that. I should be talking about couple but how in the world i end up talking what i feel right now? HAHAHAHAHAHA!

quote :  If you love someone tell them , because hearts are often broken by words left unspoken .
i guess thats all for now,
See u on my next post!