Sunday, 13 January 2013

Al - Fatihah

Assalamualaikum!
Im just gonna tell u that my only one grandma already left this world. 12 January 2013, 10:45pm. She went infront of my eyes. Semakin aq besar, aq semakin dkat dgn dia. Too close. When she stayed here with me, we would ate together sometimes sleep together, talk to each other. Everytime we ate together, i would put every single dish on her plate and she would complain bcause i put too much. Haha..

Sometimes i would force her to ate the fruits until she open her mouths. Wait patiently until she finish eating. Help her to go to the toilet. Visit my aunts & uncle house just to see her. She would smile everytime we came.

Too many memories of her, beautiful memories.

The doc said she can live about 3 months more but kuasa Allah, she left in 2 weeks. She was in coma before she left this world. On the day she went, i held her hands. Cold..

I cried the moment she tried to say 2 kalimah syahadah. I cried too hard. I was trying to stop it by shutting my mouth. My aunt collapsed. After, my uncle close her eyes. I dashed out into the kitchen. Eyes puffy, red nose n red face.

Jenazah selamat dkuburkan tdi dlm kul 11am lbih. 13 January 2013

I dont care if my grammar is not correct right now.

Atuk, akak redha atuk pergi. Ya Allah, tmpatkanlah atuk aku dikalangan org yg beriman, amin. Al-Fatihah.
Atuk, akak rindu atuk T__T

Im not suprised if i turn back to my oldself. Emotional, cold, heartless.

Wednesday, 2 January 2013

Target!

Hey! Assalamualaikum!
Forgot to tell you! I got 7A 1B in PMR :D
Eventhough im hoping i got 8A's but im grateful. I will pay back on SPM.

hehe..... I've been busy? XD
Its 2013 already! Waaaaa, im 16 y.o this year.

My target for this year:
1. All homeworks finish and send on the right time
2. Wont fall asleep in class
3. Understand Chemistry, AddMath, Biology and Physics perfectly
4. Balance between my study and KPOP
5. Do exercise books
6. No C or D or E on my test paper
7. Focus on study and kpop only!
8. Work hard on my English more.
9. Get A+ in English in Cambridge Test (if there's one in my school)
10. Less playing around
10. Cant play too much