Hurt

'Just because i didnt say anything, doesnt mean i dont want it. U should know this!'

Oh, how i wish i have the courage to say that but i dont want u to be hurt. Sometimes i wonder if u know ur own daughter. How can Hasyiem x mnta ape2 or x ckap ape2, u still buy things for him? Me?? When we go out, u always remember me to buy for my brothers but when u went out with them?

Im hurt by ur action........

Why????

When im happy i would end up being sad.
When im excited about something i would end up heartbroken.
When im in a good mood, something will came up n makes my mood go down.

Dlm 1 hari, mmg x sah ade je yg rosakkan mood aq. Do i not deserve to be happy from morning to night?! *sigh* what to do? This always happend to me. Im used to it anyway....

Blacklist

i hate that guy! i hate that guy! i hate that guy!!! i hate ALL HIS FRIENDS!!!!

Who the asfghjkl are u?!?! i dont even know u n u want to slap me?! why are u treating me like im ur girlfriend when I DONT EVEN KNOW U?! aq spatutnye ade kwan mse balik skola tdi T_____T seriously, i dont even know what to do at that time! Nseb baik adk aq jmpe aq time tu

Im effing angry at that group!!!! everyone was looking like we're arguing!! heck, I DONT EVEN KNOW U!!!!

Ya Allah, trime ksih sbb selamatkan aq dri laki tu. Klau la adk aq x dtg time tu. aq x tau ape aq akn buat T_______________T . I can see anger in my little bro eyes when he saw what happend at the time. Nseb baik, die kwal mrah die. Its good to have 3 brothers <3

U will forever be in my BLACKLIST! I HATE U n UR  

GANG!!!!! >:(

Made up my mind

Im gonna build a wall between me n boys except for my guy friends la sbb aq da knal diorang sjak aq skola rndah lgi, haha..

Im tired of this n it is suffocasting me! I will just end up being regret -_____-
I already made up my mind.

I WILL NOT n NEVER give a chance to a guy. Thats the easiest way, i think.. haha.
I will lock this heart n throw the key away at the sea. If u want to open it, try to find the key. I bet u cant do that right? haha, thought so. Guys now days when they get reject from a girl they will find another girl, right?

Thats all for now,
see u on my next post

Listen!

Listen! listen! listen! listen! hahaha, idk how many times i replay this song but this song is really awesome!!!! This song is from 'Another Cinderella Story'. Lol! did u forgot that i love watching princess movie? well if u forgot u should read my post about fairytales XD

Enjoy the song :D

thats all for now,
see u on my next post!

.......

Why am i a crybaby?!

I hate when i can cry easily
I hate when aq mudah terase
I hate when aq mudah trkecil hati
I hate when i cant control this sensitive
I hate when i cant act like im ok
i hate when i cant control my emotion
I HATE EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!

Is this because i always bottle up my feelings, i end up like this? idk what to do but now i really want to go somewhere with a green field, windy. I want to lay down alone n just look at the sky. *sigh* i need to change.

Stupid me!

Stupid me, stupid feeling, stupid everything! *sigh* i think im crazy for having this feeling. Its like a crime liking him! I want this feeling to go away!!!! go away!!!! ur just making me confused n crazy at the same time!...

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! liking u is a mistake! a BIG mistake -______-
Thats why i hate this feeling! i hate when i fall for someone! tngok kwan2 aq brcinta lgi best! x de la aq jdi cmni.

Why am i being like this? :(
im hopeless no, scratch that i suck!

I dont mind =)

- I really dont mind, if u need someone. Im here to lend u my ears n shoulder to cry on.

- I really dont mind when u open that bottle thats full of ur feelings to me.

- I really dont mind if my shirt is soaked with ur tears.

- I really dont mind if u want to say bad words or anything bcuz im giving u a chance but next time i wont be  nice!

- I really dont mind if u want me to comfort u.

- I really dont mind spending my time to hear ur problems.

- I really dont mind giving my attention to u.

- I really dont mind if u want to share ur secrets with me, my mouth is zip! *buat gaye zip mulut :P*

but Im sorry if my words are not that good. Yeah, im not a good talker but im a good listener *puji dri sndiri :P* hahaha, atleast with my lending ears n shoulder boleh ringan kan skit beban/ prasaan/ problem ko. Dont worry! i really dont mind!! =)

If u need me, just tell me. Msg, call, tweet, DM or anything.. insyaallah, i will try helping u semampu yg boleh.

Dont bottle up ur feelings, its not good! Cheer up~! <3

Thats all for now!
see u on my next psot!

Grrrrr >:(

Im hating this feeling! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! seriously, i dont know how to handle this feeling ><

I dont know how to express my feelings that well but listen to APink - Hush. Just read the lyrics. Thats what im trying to expressed... well except i know him n his name.. haha

*sigh* i dont know what to do. Im confused n i miss him. Ayoyo, i must be crazy right?! i dont like this T____T him liking me back is like 1/100% . Too thin! Yeah, im not that confidence about his feeling to me n im NOT getting my hopes to high!

Im hoping this feeling would disappear. Im not that easy to like a guy but when i like someone, i will be like this. Thats why i dont like this feeling. Its suffocating!!!! 

I rarely talk to guys except my guy friends since im little.. haha.

Thats all for now,

see u on my next post!

Shooting Star

Tdi dlm kul 10:30pm aq bru balik dri tusyen. Kluar dri kerete trpndg langit. Tup2 nmpak shooting star! laju do! its like ZUPPPPPP~!!! haha, die x de bunyi la. Aq sje2 ltak bunyi :P

I know its seem childish but i wish something. Hahaha, ikut2 org dlm movie la katekan XD

This is my 2nd time seeing a shooting star. The first one was when im in standard 6.. UPSR!! Yes, i also wish something. Hahahaha XD

Its rare to see a shooting star <3
n yes, i LOVE SHOOTING STAR! I've been wanting to see it  n alhamdulillah i got to saw 2 times =)

hehe, im happy <3

Thats all for now,
see u on my next post!

-_____-

Shouldnt have jump around, shouldnt have chase my little bro n shouldnt have jump from the stairs. I did those yesterday. This morning when i woke..... Pergh! sakit gile. Yeah, die dtg. Klau la aq tau die dtg balik akn ku dok diam2.

Pkai ankle guard mse gi skola, ok la sikit. X rse sngat dri x pkai. Seriously, x selesa lngsung!!! pkai ankle guard, stokin n kasut.. haha, x nak aq pkai selipar! nnti attract attention. Jln tdi pun kne buat mcm jlan biase n ofcourse it HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dlm kul 11am, aq bkak ankle guard tu XD hahahaha.... then try jln mcm biase, ok i admit aq hmpir jtuh tdi nseb baik ade meja untuk support. Haha. Kwan aq yg tau psal nie da ckap 'Ko pkai balik ankle guard tu, kesian la aq tngok ko' hehe, sorry my friend but me dont want!

Is it me or this cream smell like cream untk gigitan nyamuk? =='' nah, i guess its just me XD

My favourite Flowers

Flowers! Hahaha, just want to introduce u to my favourite flower =)

The name of the flower is CARNATION FLOWER. Pretty, right? well for me it is lgi2 bile da jdi bouquet^^

Since i saw this flower i dont look at Rose anymore *SORRY ><* but Rose are pretty too except is already common. Too common, hehe XD

Aq jmpe bunge nie pun mse tngah x de keje so aq main type je la 'flower' tup2 kluar bunga nie. Love at the first sight tu... hahahahhaha. X de la main2 je. Im just attracted to this flower bcuz of its colour n petals n the look :P

Selain bunga nie aq suke Lavender, Daisy, Chrysanthemum, Ranunculus n Tulip *smue bunga aq suka XD* ^^

Whatever it is, Carnation Flower is beautiful! heee... <3

Thats all for now,

see u on my next post!

CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! Ya Allah, why so cute?!?!?! I really cant stand cute things!! She's so cute!!!! Cant i just have her?! :P

So cuteeeeeeee!!!! me cant handle >< . Lol, her mom record this vid!!! Trus cair hati aq tngok bdak nie nangis. I wonder how her mom handle her cuteness XD .

Mse die nyorok dlm selimut... Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! cute gile do!!! She look so innocent!! look at her eyes!! its so big! ah, she's korean ^^

Sorry, mereng skjap tngok vid nie. Hahahaha XD but seriously watch!!!!!! adorable gile!!!! Wah, aq x tahan tngok cute things >//////< please excuse me, hehe ^^v

Cute~~~~~~~~!!!!!!! <3

thats all for now,
see u on my next post!

Nsync

Nsync - Gone

Have u listen to this song? X prnah? try ar! hahaha, tiada paksa pksaan tau! klau sudi dgr la. Mungkin bgi ko x best tpi bgi aq best! Walaupun lagu die sedih XD.

Ade lgi lgu diorang yg aq suke such as 'I'll Never Stop' , 'This I Promise You' , 'I Want You Back' n more. Lgu nie da lme da pun. Nsync pun da lme brake. Smue gi laluan masing2. Knal Justin Timberlake? die slah stu ahli Nsync.

Aq knal diorang pun mse skola rndah, da lme da but i still like their song =)

Aq bgi vid 'Gone (lyrics)' nie pun sbb aq x suke mv die. Hahahaa... shhhh! :P

Nak dgr 'I'll Never Stop'? cari sndiri, ye! :P hahaha... tpi aq cdangakan try la dgr lgu 'I'll Never Stop' ;)

Thats all for now,

see u on my next post!

Malu

Bile bace balik smue post2 aq, rse malu + segan ar! hahahaha, mcm mne la aq boleh post cmtu tpi x pe la bkannye ade org bce kan? so kurang sikit malu + segan aq tu.

Aq rse kwan2 aq da lme x bukak blog aq nie or diorang da lupe tpi bgus jgak! x de la kne soal kat skola, hahaha XD

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, sometimes i do this to my friends XD

Thats all for now,
see u on my next post!

Made this =)

I made this... For my mom =)

Thankyu for being the best mom <3

I LOVE YOU!

i know im not creative -_____-

Hahaha... the back only have four flower XD



Thats all for now,

see u on my next post!

Haiyaa!!!

Haiyaa, my feet ooo... why u still hurt? 2 hri lpas ok je, bile aq ckap nak jogging esk pagi ko dtg serang balik ea? mngade2 btul! Ko dtg ko pergi, 4 kali da nie *ooo, it rimes XD*!! x larat ar aq jlan mcm turtle -______- da nak msuk 2 minggu nie, ok scratch that 3 minggu lbih da pun.

Doc ckap its takes 2-6 weeks to recover. Haiyaaaaaa, lmenye!!! pdahal aq jtuh x de la truk sngat. Haha..

Thats all for now,
see u on my next post!

Gone XD

Just want to declared aq da x mnat diorang... hahahaha!! crush/ minat je pun. Skjap je feelings tu hlng. *throws confetti*

Regret!

I should have control my moody. Im sorry that i release my anger at u. I know i shouldnt have done that. But what i can do now? i wish i can turn back time but i know i cant. Maybe theres a reason for this to happend. Im sorry for hurting ur feelings.

I know ur hurt bcuz of my atitude n im really sorry about that. I know u didnt forgave me sincerly or u just playing around? :/ nah... u cant right? im practically guilty here T__________T

Somehow, im hoping u would say HI first. That would practically be 10/100%... chances too thin. Bogoshipo :(
again, Im really sorry         

thats all for now,
see u on my next post *playing sad song*

*hoping u would not read this, malu!!!*