Al - Fatihah

Assalamualaikum!
Im just gonna tell u that my only one grandma already left this world. 12 January 2013, 10:45pm. She went infront of my eyes. Semakin aq besar, aq semakin dkat dgn dia. Too close. When she stayed here with me, we would ate together sometimes sleep together, talk to each other. Everytime we ate together, i would put every single dish on her plate and she would complain bcause i put too much. Haha..

Sometimes i would force her to ate the fruits until she open her mouths. Wait patiently until she finish eating. Help her to go to the toilet. Visit my aunts & uncle house just to see her. She would smile everytime we came.

Too many memories of her, beautiful memories.

The doc said she can live about 3 months more but kuasa Allah, she left in 2 weeks. She was in coma before she left this world. On the day she went, i held her hands. Cold..

I cried the moment she tried to say 2 kalimah syahadah. I cried too hard. I was trying to stop it by shutting my mouth. My aunt collapsed. After, my uncle close her eyes. I dashed out into the kitchen. Eyes puffy, red nose n red face.

Jenazah selamat dkuburkan tdi dlm kul 11am lbih. 13 January 2013

I dont care if my grammar is not correct right now.

Atuk, akak redha atuk pergi. Ya Allah, tmpatkanlah atuk aku dikalangan org yg beriman, amin. Al-Fatihah.
Atuk, akak rindu atuk T__T

Im not suprised if i turn back to my oldself. Emotional, cold, heartless.

Target!

Hey! Assalamualaikum!
Forgot to tell you! I got 7A 1B in PMR :D
Eventhough im hoping i got 8A's but im grateful. I will pay back on SPM.

hehe..... I've been busy? XD
Its 2013 already! Waaaaa, im 16 y.o this year.

My target for this year:
1. All homeworks finish and send on the right time
2. Wont fall asleep in class
3. Understand Chemistry, AddMath, Biology and Physics perfectly
4. Balance between my study and KPOP
5. Do exercise books
6. No C or D or E on my test paper
7. Focus on study and kpop only!
8. Work hard on my English more.
9. Get A+ in English in Cambridge Test (if there's one in my school)
10. Less playing around
10. Cant play too much

My Big Bro Graduation (MRSM Serting) 2012!

Assalamualaikum!!

Went to MRSM Serting for my big bro graduation. Grand gile! hahaha...
Ade bdak form 3 nie die dpt 3.9 something. Pergh! I felt really little there. I really have a LONG way to go. ;A; .

Then, ade abg cina form 5 nie die dpt 3.8 something. Wow. . . . he got the best mark in 5 subjects!!! Ade kakak nie die dpt trial SPM 8A 1B. Getting goosebumps just listening to it. I salute u!!!!!!!
My mom already gave me the look. I admit MRSM lgi best. Oh! did i mention today was my first time going to my big bro's school? XD
pity me, haha.
Aq rse trcbr. I really need to work harder. I hope next year dpt msuk MRSM, amin!

Some of le pics that i took...

My big bro :D

Which one is my big bro? cari!!! haha XD

Times Square

Assalamualaikum! yo! XD

Lmenye aq x update blog nie!! haha, sorry. Mood nak update blog nie x dtg. Skng bru dtg :P
Well, PMR da hbis!!!! around 1,2 weeks i think. Hahaha, sorry for the late info.

Sehari slpas PMR (16/10/2012) , pegi ke TS (Times Square) with friends of course. Not for shopping eventhough we boughts some clothes, slippers n MERCHANDISE!! me bought Super Junior merchandise of course. . . haha.
Went there bcause Cosmo World *angkat2  kening* lpaskan stress, yo! spend in there for 3 hours or more.. haha! The DNA Mixer . . . . . . . . . . . . *moment of silence* im so not gonna ride u again!!!! note to self that thing. The others were so much fun! i rode 2, 3 times XD

Sbelum msuk Cosmo World, we decide to eat first. i know its not a good idea but my friends were really hungry -___-. Guess what we ate? MCDONALD!!! hahaha, i ate some nuggets n some fries. Yg lain mkan burger XD then we went to solat for solat Zohor. The fun begins!!!!!!!!!

After rode the DNA Mixer, one of my friends tumbang XD. Die muntah. Pity her. . Why did u ate a burger?! XD Jhatnye aq. . haha. She became weak n cant rode some of the rides there :/ . One of my friends also felt weak but she didnt vomit.

After riding the Dizzy Izzy ride for the 3rd time, one of my friends said she's gonna vomit. Man! 3 girls already. . haha. Die ckp nak muntah tu time Dizzy Izzy tu tngh brgerak lgi! kang x psal2 org yg duk skitar tmpat tu kne.

Arrived home around 9:30pm. U imagine that! Kluar kul 8:30am blik kul 9:30pm! -___- blame the monorail. The monorail is like tin sardin! padat gile!! we wait for 3 monorail!! the 3rd monorail, alhamdulillah we got in. That day was fun :D

Deeply hurt

n/p: Loving You (Miss Panda and Hedgehog OST) - Super Junior K.R.Y

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BENCI!!! BENCI!!! BENCI!!! BENCI!!! BENCI!!! BENCI!!! BENCI!!!

X SUKE!!! X SUKE!!! X SUKE!!! X SUKE!!! X SUKE!!! X SUKE!!!

Baca nie!!!

Aq x dpt terima T_______T
im deeply jealous!!!!
i didnt even got the chance to meet him!!!!
do u know how much im frustrated?!?!!

Say what ever u want, idc!!! i know its only for the drama b-but it hurts T____T

*deeply hurt*

Selamat Hari Raya!

Tinggal beberape hri je lgi nak raya!! well, SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN! *psg lgu raya*
Balik raye x? Aq balik Terengganu! Jauh~~~~~~!!! haha XD

thats all, for now!

Ramadhan da nak dkat!!

Assalamualaikum!

Puasa da nak dkat. So, aq nak ambil ksmpatan minta maaf kpade smue org dan slamat berpuasa!!
Puasa biar pnuh, ya? haha. Klau pempuan x pe sbb die ade sbb.

Pada bulan Ramadhan, smue syaitan akn di rantai. Smoga kita dpt brpuasa dgn lancar, insyaallah.

Bulan Ramadhan bulan berganda. Setiap apa saja yang dilakukan akan mendapat balasan berganda.

Nabi Muhammad saw pernah bersabda:

"Berjihadlah kamu dengan lapar dan dahaga kerana pahalanya seperti pahala mujahid di jalan Allah (fi sabilillah) dan sesungguhnya tiada amalan yang lebih diperkenankan oleh Allah selain menahan lapar dan dahaga"